Society: oh I can't do my work on time better cut my wrist and kill myself maybe you should kill yourself.
Reality: I can't do anything right but I can't let my mind win I'm stronger than this the razor is not my friend the monsters In my head are weak I can't disappoint my friends and family no one can know gosh I'm such a fuck up and I hate everything about how I look my grades are bad I can't make it in life, I can't do this anymore just one cut okay maybe one more, no I need to stop. I can't handle it no no no I need to end it I can't do it just breathe and pull the trigger.